Haix..i think only one person on this earth really cared about me.. and help me and listened to me cry my hearts out.. thats you, estelle... i think without her, my life is a misery.. i couldn't have move on till now... i really wanna thank her.. her motivation has help me.. haix.. i think no one else on this earth would ever care about me.. i was and never will be loved.. haix... i think i have nothing to say to a world without hope..