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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

haix.. i think i am losing it.. overpowered by this stupid life.. it just sucks.. i mena seriously.. why do u make stupid comments, bug my life, become part of my conversation topic, and act like the world revolves around u? i hate it.. i hate my life as a matter of fact.. my life isn't about listening to stupid comments.. my life is already sufferable ok... ok.. i am getting all emo.. i feel lyk telling you everything.. but all u do is to act as if u dun evn care.. my feelings jus get kept inside.. bottled up and unwanted.. well.. the glass that keeps my feelings are fragile you know.. it will break.. and it is about to break.. i am certain about this.. why am i to suffer this pain? i hate it.. i want to scream.. and i don't believe love exist.. sorry to those who are currently in "love".. because love don't last.. what's with the 'i love u'... dun get all lovey dovey just yet.. ok.. i am just depressed so don't come and get all worked up with me if u read this post.. i am just venting my anger and frustration on the keyboard cos no one cares.. so i have to tell something... so i guess it all ends up on the blog ok..i feel like killing myself? i don't know how i feel.. its like so numb inside... i think i am crazy.. give me some peace will ya..

upset and hurt... @ 9:26 PM