Xx I Can't Find My Guardian Angel xX

Thursday, August 16, 2007

i am soory if i was being emo in sch or just being mean and straightforward.. i am just depressed recently and i am really stress.. i tend to forget myself when i am stress. i am soory my friends.. if i hurt your feelings i am sorry.. i think i am just going through a difficult month.. you know what month this is and those who know my condition please try to understand.. its really bugging me about this month things that goes around.. i hate it..
I am having mood swings recently and you can see that if your in my class.. one moment i am cranky the other i am totally depressed.. please don't keep things from me.. i know you all have secrets. that i won't probe but just say i am paranoid but i always feel that someone is talking about me.. its not something good either.. maybe its just about my sucky attiude? i don't know but if anyone of you don't like it, just tell me and remind me i am being too angry or having mood swings on the wrong people.. i don't know.. do anything but don't talk about me behind my back.. i can't stop what anyone says.. but if there is a prob with me please tell me and not gossip about me..i know i am being paranoid but i am in depression right now so i am sorry about all this stupid attitude of mine and i will try to go back to normal...

upset and hurt... @ 8:39 PM